my life is just not what i want right now
My LIfe...Well its not at all what i want. First off the greatest guy in the world tells me he's not happy with me and that he feels shitty around me...not exactly what i wanted to hear from someone i love. And so from the fact that he said he wasn't happy with me...then how can he love someone he's not happy with...so basicly he told me he doesn't love me anymore. So doesn't that just sound like the best thing in the word to hear form the one you love? So yea i've been crying bout every night...and i can't help it...it just almost never stops. What makes it worse is i thought that he was "THE ONE"...Another thing that makes it bad for me is i talked to his brother tonight b/c he came into where i work...and he asked me how life was. And i told him well actually its pretty shitty right now. I told him what happened and he just couldn't believe it. He said that it didn't make sence b/c i was the best thing that ever happened Bri. I miss his parents...i miss being with him....i miss his smile...and his sence of humor...i just miss him!! The only thing in life thats keeping me going right now is i've got so many friends to get me through this...its great...THANKS TO EVERYONE I"M TALKING ABOUT...you should know who you are! I love you guys!