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i MisS mY bUdDy
well i figured i would update this thing so that someday i can read it and remember what ive been doin or somethin i dont really know. im a lil bit delirious at the moment b/c ive not been asleep any at all and it's like 8:30 in the mornin. me and amy went to derricks last night and stayed until like 2. then amy came back here and stayed with me but we didnt go to sleep. we just stayed up talkin. we had fun though. i missed buddy and she wanted to see derrick so we just decided to go up there. the night before buddy took me to get some beer...and i was supposed to spend the night there but i ended up comin home at like 4 cuz mom was gettin pissy. so i left my beer at derricks and tonight they were sittin around drinkin it. i was just like well ok but ya'll owe me big time. hmm ive been with buddy like every single day for the past 3 weeks. amy keeps askin me if im gettin tired of spendin time with him...but im not...not at all. lets see...i haven't really written about anything we've done so....hmmm...on my birthday he went with me and amy to knoxville and thats when i really started to like him. he was a blast to be around and we had so much fun. then we all went bowlin that night... he kept makin fun of me and amy cuz we werent really that good at it. our first real date together is somethin i'll never forget. first we went to the movies in corbin and then we drove out to cumberland falls cuz it was a full moon and ur supposed to be able to see that moon bow thing...but it was too cloudy and we couldnt see it. but just bein there was really sweet. we were like the only people there and it was really really dark. i had on flip flops and it was hard to walk around on those rocks so he was bein really sweet and holdin my hand and tryin not to let me fall. then he decides to just carry me on his back cuz i couldnt walk through there in the dark. then after we left there we went to the park and talked for a really long time. that was a really great night. after that night i knew that i wanted to get to know him better cuz he's really a great guy. i told amy today that if anybody had asked me before i met him to describe my ideal guy i would describe him exactly. i like him a whole lot...and its kinda scary b/c we haven't really known each other that long. but when u meet somebody like that u just know that somethin about it is right. b/c i told myself i wasnt gonna date anybody. but this just happened. i wasnt out lookin for it. i just kinda stumbled across it. im really glad i did though. im tryin to be careful and not fall to hard for him...but its not easy to do. i see him pretty much everyday and it just keeps gettin better and better. we've almost known each other a month but it seems like a lot longer. today he sent me this email and i thought this part of it was so sweet so im gonna post it on here.....
Ashley your so sweet and nice that you've really got me falling hard for ya. I just didn't think that i would meet someone like you for a while. Im glad i did. Don't be scared by what i'm about to say, i know that its a little soon but i think that i'm falling in love with ya. If thats scares you than i guess that it just does. I haven't felt like this in a long time toward anyone.
hehe...thats just so sweet. today me and amy are gonna go back down there and take em somethin to eat. its really great to have a boyfriend that actually appreciates the stuff you do for him...and takes to the time to let you know that even the little things you do matter. even if its just a hug or a kiss...you know that they care. oh well i guess ive said enough for now. im gonna try to sleep for a few hours then go see my buddy. :)