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:::i keep reading this poem that ken wrote to me:::
i am gonna write the poem again on here because i keep reading it and i miss him....and the weird thing is that him and i arent even dating...YET....i havent talked to him all day....cries....i hope he gets home early enough to call me....if he doesnt i know i will be talking to him 2morrow because he promised me that he would call me on friday...the only problem is that im gonna be really depressed tomorrow because its my brothers birthday and he would have been 21 but he is no longer alive.....cries....i wish i had a big brother...why did jesus have to take him away from us? why? that what i have been thinking all day...ggggrrrr....
~R.I.P~JASON MICHAEL.....I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!~
i never met my brother he died before i was even thought of.....its ssssooo depressing...omg!!
well anyways heres the poem ken wrote me that makes me think of him so much more but i dont mind because he is sssssooo sweet....and kyra was right yesterday when she said to me..."if you guys start dating maybe he'll actually take you out unlike joey"...kyra you were right...why did i stay with joey all that time? i dont know...
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this poem has been copy-writed:
~Paint My Love~
* I'll paint my moods in shades of blue
* Paint my soul to be with you
* I'll sketch your lips in shaded tones
* Draw your arms round my waist
* And then all doubt i shall erase
* I'll paint the rain that softly lands
on the crescent of your hands
* I'll trace a hand to wipe your tears
* A calming look to quell your fears
* A silhouette of dark and light
* While we hold each other tight
* I'll paint the sun that warms your heart
* I'll paint the stars in the evening sky
* And draw their light into your eyes
* I'll draw a striking touch of grace
* That shows the gentleness of your face
* I'll trace your hand to hold in mine
* A touching kiss to mark the time
* I'll draw the years all passing by
* So much to learn, So much to try
* I'll paint the truth, Show how i feel
* Try to make you completely real
* I'll use a brush so light and fine
to draw you close and make you mine
* And with this ring our lives will start
* In swearing that we'll NEVER part
* I offer love you cannot buy,
* Devoted love until we die.
*****This poem is in dedication to a very sweet, loving person. Her name is Niki. This is showing her the true way i feel about her and i wish i could let her understand.
But for now i am gonna have to settle with being friends till there is an oppurtunity.*********
Luv Ken.......12/14/01
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i love that poem and it means sssssssssooooooo much to me.......why did i stay with joey for so long when i could have had this so long ago?? thats the question i have been asking myself all day....why?...who knows....
well i dont feel good so i am gonna go lay down for awhile longer now.....i will talk to everyone later on.
Buh-Byes
Love Always:
Niki
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