|Current mood:|| depressed|
Need to talk...
Do you think I should seek out a psychiatrist???
I guess I just need to vent -- today I am feeling ever so...ever so...out of it.
I want to dress up, but then again I don't want to. (What's wrong with me?) Why do I like dressing as a woman? There's a lot I want to do, but I just don't know anymore.
Wearing womens clothing -- is it right/wrong?
I am so tied up (I wish!) at the moment with so many emotions -- where am I going with this?
I know what I need, but how do I get it? Some time away from this life -- I want to be somebody else, maybe the girl that I am not. ***Imagination goes adrift*** Nope, it doesn't work -- still feeling the same.
I guess I need to get out of here; I need a shopping fix, 'girls' night out (I use that term loosely) -- I'm not a girl, but I do have a lot of female friends, but they just don't know the 'inner' me -- I wish I could tell someone in my area, then doing stuff may be easier for me -- like sisters with a difference.
Oh! This sucks!!!
(Sorry readers, I am just feeling a little depressed!)