|Current mood:|| frustrated|
|Current music:||Counting Crows- She Talks to Angels|
I AM FAT!
I havent been good with my weight loss at all!!! I've tried the no eating thing, i've tried the eating healthy thing. NOTHING IS WORKING! My self confidence is going down the drain god damnit! My boobs r huge cause i'm about to get my period, i feel F A T!!! not like i usually dont but it just sucks. seriously i have to lose weight or i'm never going to be happy!
I wanted to be alot skinnier for Homecoming tonite , maybe like 10 pounds skinnier...but yeah cause i have no self control i'm still 10 pounds heavier! weee how fun : \ If i could just lose the weight i would be SOOOO much happier. this will be the week, i'm going to do it. I excercise 5 times a week for a good hour every day. I should be able to do this!
Alright i'm going to go work out, lol.