|Current mood:|| grateful|
So this school year is heading towards its ending. Most colleges are out of school, yet UC and OSU are still kicking it. Academic probation what? I've learned a lot this past year, not academically that is. I've learned a lot about me, and a lot about what I want. Who I want. I have always hated those lines about people "finding themselves..." ...or all that other bullcrap, but when it comes down to it, I have found me. No matter how odd that sounds. I have rebuilt me this past year. Highschool was great, but it's finished. College is now where I am and just where I want to be. I am content on the amount of contacts I have from my past four years also. Some I'd rather them not be in my life and others, I'd rather be more in my life. There are just those people who I'd wish would never walk away. I see a future of a lot of that happening but not if I can help it. I have found peace in the circle of friends I have at college. They let me be me. That right there is asking a lot and they have welcomed my personality. I feel as though I could never stop giving back. Walking into college was a task for me, I didn't think it was going to be nearly what it is. I saw a college life of nothing but lonliness and instead I have found a comfort zone where the good times roll. I couldn't have asked for more open arms than what I have recieved. So to all my college buddies, a big thank you. And to all my highschool buddies another thankyou. It's been the best freshman year.