|Current mood:|| distressed|
As school goes on...
So monday is on the brink of erupting and i am dreading what lies ahead. I have to maintain 12 credit hours to sustain the fulltime student status and I AM DYING TO DROP A CLASS. I put too much on my plate...and now I am paying for it. Plus 8am classes have been kicking my ass. I am wanting to quit my job, but once again my options are limited. What's up with me having to pay off my student loans already? Can we all bow our heads and take part in a moment of silence for that? I wish I was still 9 years old and onlything I had to worry about it raining on any given day, because everyday was a pool day. So here I am, going to college, holding down a fulltime job and still being choked by the waves of life. I can never get my head above the water. I hate the thought of being punished for keeping my head on my shoulders correctly and for making the right decisions. Because if I didn't do the right thing all throughout my past, I would be able to go to college for free. But since I didn't take any wrong paths, and because my dad has worked his ass off to provide a comfortable life for me and my siblings, I am deprived substantial financial aid. Wow. What a society we live in.