|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||Week and Powerless A perfect Circle|
Now who do i have?
Last night i wanted to see what Mindy wanted so i went over. When i got inside there was nothing but boxes. I put two and two together. She said she was moving to west virginia tonight. I didn't think it really mattered to me that she was moving but now i am alone and it hurts i have no one to talk to shop with take out to eat or run with. She also gave me a break with Jarred. What ever who cares and this is another reason why i don't want friends. I'am to emotional. She was gonna help me with the whole Chris going to jail thing. I should of known that i wasn't ment to be truely happy and comfortable in life.
I choked back the tears when she took the wedding bells that i bought her and she said this is something very special to her. When all along I thought she hated it.
Tonight hopeful if steve is in a good mood well go over to pappys. Cory and steve are only weekend friends. To bad it's gonna be dark when chris gets home. I wanna run i wanna run like hell. I wanna run my anger and depression out lol looks like i'am running to canada. wounder what the weather is like.
Jarred is acting funny. I bet he's up to something stinky. lol well i gots ta go clean up the kitchen.