|Current music:||Disturbed- #4|
I hate school, I hate taking a quiz, I absolutely cant stand taking a test and I would rather do anything else in the world then take an exam. I hate them so much. Im so stressed...last night in my dreams I was taking spanish exams!! I was dreaming in spanish! AH! After school I went for math help, that wouldve been cool if I couldve kept my eyes open. At the end I started drifting just like in class. How worthless.
I cant do anything freakin right with my mom. I study my ass off and she STILL has a 'better way' of doin things. "I used to do this when I had courses and I used to study this way..." WELL that would be SO cool if were HER but I am ME! I study to no end and all I get is still.. well you coulda done this better. Fuck that. Grr Im so frustrated its not even funny. I thought for once she would see how much effort I put into school but N0o0o0 its never like that. The spanish exam sucked and english was fine. School sucks..
Im going to hopefully go to the gym right after this, then hopefully to the rink, and then hopefully to a hockey game and then with Jen the rest of the night. Now I have to talk to the devils of parental advisory to find out if I can do all that. Should be fun, wish me luck those those crazy two.
At some point Im calling Ryan, I hope he got his answering machine to work on his celly telly. Just thinking about him makes me feel better. Jen said shes so happy for me that I found such an awesome guy, I <3 her!!