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| Current music: | Michelle Branch - Where are you Now? |
Alright yet another fun update from yours truly
Well let's see here, what to update about, what to update about.
Took David out to dinner as promised on Tuesday night. Despite me paying for the dinner, and it being one of those I owe you kind of things, we had a great time. I wish I could see him more often and it's strange I saw him on set for a few years and then he went to do his own show and all and then I only saw him every now and then again. But I wish I could work with him sometime in the future, he's such a talent. He really is.
Today I took Emmy out for lunch and shopping and such. I think she had a really wide smile on her face, but that's nothing unusual.
And I think Holly's coming over tomorrow for girl time. Ice cream and all.
Alexis and I finally unpacked the last box today and I'm sure this weekend we'll head out soon. Yes, he lurks, but it's not intentional I'm sure of it. Things finally feel like "home" again. I feel safe and secure and snuggly. It feels like our house.
It's really the little things that matter anyway to me. You know like when you get coffee in the morning, having your milk and sugar in it just the way you want it. If you drink it black you like a nice brewed cup of course. Well it's sort of like that when you look at a person. You notice the way they slightly twist their fingers when buttoning a shirt or the subtle way they look at you while brushing your hair when you wake up in the morning. Little things that are so important actually because if you miss them, you never get them back.
I think when you get those things, you sort of connect on different levels. You'd be surprised how far a hello can take you or even a smile to someone can affect you. I know this sounds way cheery and maybe I'm simplifying things way too much but it's true really. Think about your absolute worst moment and when someone finally asks, Hey how are you or gives a smile, maybe it helps just a tiny moment. You never know until you try.
I have days you know where I wake up and I feel not so chipper and such. Yes, even I get bitchy. I know some of you may think that's not true, but it is. I find myself pushing around and sluggish but then it's a little moment that happens and it sort of helps. Not always but at least for me it does.
I hear a lot of times, I deserve to be happy. I am happy of course. But it's not just me that deserves to be happy. Everyone does. Every. Last. One. Of You. If you can look at yourself in the mirror and laugh every once in awhile, consider yourself fortunate to even accomplish that. You never know when you when it'll happen again.
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