| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say |
I feel an onslaught of confusion about to sweep in my head.
I mean it's not fully here but I know confusion is coming. I don't even think I should worry about it until it does, but sometimes my head doesn't let me. I had trouble falling asleep last night. I tossed and turned in my bed and every few hours I'd get up and walk to the fridge. I'd plop myself down and there would be one of my dogs just kind of looking at me, going hmmm why are you up? I couldn't give them an answer cause hey you know I'm not Dr. Doolittle, I can't really talk to animals.
But I sat up most of the night and thought some things out. Actually a lot of things. Things I could really get into and describe in full detail but that would take up a lot of lifetimes of writing. When I finally did fall asleep it seemed like it was for minutes.
I miss, much like the rest of the Buffy-cult that exists here, miss Sarah. The house just isn't the same without her around, I can tell you that much.
I don't know what else to really say, I know some of this may sound cryptic. I think at this point it's the only way I can be. Right now and it sorta works. Until it doesn't, I'm just going to keep wading my way through it. I feel nervous, upset and kind of well, ok all at the same time. I don't even know if that's possible but I guess it is if I'm feeling it.
But on a completely different note, Holly Marie Combs is coming! I'm pretty thrilled about that.
Edit: Tara's coming, can the rest of my AP co-stars be far behind? And yes, I'm excited about her arrival too. Shannon see this is why you have to stop unlurking!
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