|Current mood:|| thoughtful|
You know, I've been thinking a lot lately. And I feel really stupid for some of the stuff that's happened lately. Okay, so I have this huge problem with leading guys on and then when they ask me out I tell them I just want to be friends. So ya, this has happened three times in the past month, and it needs to stop now. I'm a really bad flirt, even with guys I would never consider getting together with, and I just need to quit. Starting with Mike. I could never be anything other than friends with Mike because he's too much older than me. He's a really cool guy and a great friend, but I know for a fact nothing else could work out. I don't know, maybe it's just me. Maybe he thinks it's nothing and I'm just one of the many girls he's got crushing on him like this, but I just don't know what to do. I think maybe I should lay off a little bit.