so exhausted.
hi everyone. so this weekend i've been catching up on my work, so i've been home during the night, surprisingly.
yesterday alex asked me to go to cal's baseball game with her and some friends and i didnt want to go but we went anyways. and guess what, i saw stephen there too. hm anywho so i left early to meet up with silas and we had pizza at blondie's then he hadda go back to his lab =( then that night stephen called me at like 930 but I was at the bowling alley so I didnt call him til I got home and he was playing beer pong so he called me back around 1am or so... and he asked if I wanted to go get food with him, so he came by and picked me upa nd we went to Jack in the Box... then after we got the food we were heading back to my apartment and he told me not to be mad at him and he gave me a present box and he told me it was for valentine's. so at first I hesitated because I really didn't want to accept it but he reassured me that it had no romantic intent to it or anything so I opened it and dear god, I loved it... this is what he got me. and I was like omgggggg. awhile back he had seen that my iphone had like a big dent on it and a few scratches and he asked me why didnt i get a case for it, and I told him I got a black leather one but its ugly and bulky and looks like its for guys so I never used it... and he got me that in the pink!!! and I was like, "now i'm super mad at you cuz you totally showed up silas' gift..." =/ so after that he came in my apartment and we hung out... and he fell asleep on my couch while I did hw, just like the old times. stephen HAS ALWAYS GOT ME THINKING!!! grrrrrrrrrrr! so i left him on the couch to sleep and i went to bed in my room, but when I got up at around 10 he had already left, which is odd cuz he usually sleeps in! and i text him and said why didnt you say bye, and he said "why did you leave me to sleep by myself" lol.
so anyways. today I was SO distracted... but i went out for lunch with some friends, ran some errands, then I came back to my place to study some more... umm at around 730, silas came to pick me up and we went to dinner at CPK then we went to see definitely, maybe. such a sweet movie and kinda unexpected, but predictable lol. silas was a sweet heart the whole time :) i had a glass bottle of white tea on the cup holder between us and i was tapping it with my fingers and he put his hand over mine to stop me from strumming, and when i stopped he just kept holding my hand. awwwwwwwww hahaha anywaysss lol. he's so lovey dovey with me<3 i really really really really like him. but why am i always feeling so torn!!!
well i'm going to go to bed early so that i can wake up early tomorrow and go somewhere to study. goodnight everyone.
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