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quick update
hi just a quick update cuz I have a valentine's dinner date with Silas around 9... he has a lab til 745pm today!
so classes, going great. i've been bad and have been partying every single thursday, friday and saturday since school has started. =/ well not all PARTYING, but haven't been treating them as I would treat sunday-wednesday nights. but during the days I've very productive... so no complaints yet. after the first round of midterms, I'll settle down!
ummmmmmmm what else what else. so stephen. we've hung out like a few times this semester... the first time was when i got back to berkeley and he came over to see my apartment and to visit muffin! good god muffin was SO HYPER!!! even after I yelled at her she would not stop jumping on stephen and she even started biting again. when she was a puppy she'd lightly bite peoples fingers when she got really excited to see someone, but stephen and i had disciplined her and she'd stop forever, but when stephen came over she was biting his finger while he was trying to pet her! i guess she was so happy to see him! it'd been like 5 months since they'd last seen each other! lol. moose was barking at stephen hahaha. it was pretty funny to see. but yeah, it's weird, we ended up hanging out all day even though I had other plans =/ that's just how it is whenever I'm with him! but it was only cuz I caught him up on the office and Lost lol. but yeppers anywayyys the 2nd time was when we had dinner in SF and also went shopping lol. it was a LONG ass day, but it was fun. lol during dinner it was funny cuz i had this smile on my face, and he was like what's that smile for... and I was like "it feels good" and he was like what feels good, and I didnt wanna say it cuz I thought it might make him sad, but I said it anyways, and I was like "It feels good sitting here with you and not having any mixed feelings for you." and he actually smiled and he was like "yeah, it feels good doesn't it?" and yes it did, knowing i have no feelings for him anymore...! heheheh. but anywhoooooooooooo since then we havent hung out much. he told me he's seeing some girl... and i told him about silas and stuff. so i guess it's all good now. but the other times we hung out was to have a short lunch on campus or other random stuff.
so i gotta hurry cuz i need to get ready. but with silas things are good, i guessssssss but i'm kinda hesitant! i mean we've been dating since the semester has started and I really like him... he's so sweet and genuine and sincere, and i just LOVE that. but the reason why i'm hesitating is because we don't have much in common and i know we'd be good LOVERS, but i dunno about friends, and that's important to me. thats why stephen and I get along so well because we were such good friends. oh why the stephen comparison... but i dunno. i'm just seeing him cuz i feel like i need his genuinity and his sincerity and stuff, because hey I deserve it! I dunno what I'll do when things get super serious... but yeah its feeling good where we're at now... he's so sweet... so like i think i had mentioned that silas and i had made dinner plans for when i moved back to berkeley. but i called him about it the day before and the day of and he didnt call me back so i was like whatever. but yeah, so remember his exgf that goes to school in NY? well she came back for the holidays and I guess they got back together or whatever, and he text me a few days later saying he wanted to talk, but I wasn't really trippin that he didn't return my calls about the dinner we had planned... so I met up with him and he told me he just felt really bad because he liked me, but he told me about his gf coming back and he was being honest and stuff... so that was that. i thought it was nice of him to let me know... then a week later, me and some friends were party hopping for spring rush week and I ran into him and some of the frat guys and we hung out at the party then he called me the next day for lunch and told me he'd broken up with his girlfriend the day after he had that talk with me! but it wasnt cuz he liked me... but he did say that after breaking up with her he wanted to call me, but he knew it'd be too soon... but yeah, so since then we'd been seeing each other. I like himmmmmmm he's such a good guy... but for days like when I'm watchin basketball, I'm like eh I cant ask Silas to come over to watch! lol. yeah he's not so into sports... and we have different interests. he's so into chemistry and biology lol... and i'm more into business and banking and stuff lol. so yeah i seriuosly gotta go. cuz we have reservations at Skates... Silas is so sweet again lol Skates (a restaurant overlooking the bay) was booked for Vday but Silas seriously stayed on the phone with them for hourssssssssssss lol until he got us seats. anywayssssssss enough I've gotta go get ready
i'll write more later!
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