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hi everyoneeeeeeeeeeeee. so lets talk about finals! disaster, disaster, disaster. lol no, i'm just kidding. well my first final for accounting and finance was tough. it was worth 240 points... and i needed a 47% in order to get an A- in the class. so i emailed my gsi right after asking when the final is graded if she can send me an email telling me my grade :p i know, i'm such an impatient loser. but yeah, it was tough especially because i wish i had studied for it more and gone over our past midterms. a lot of the material was recycled. the next afternoon i had my final for history and the prompt was super easy... it's just that we had to write 5 ID's, 2 essays and 1 extensive essay in 3 hours! so towards the end of the extensive essay, which is worth 40% of the whole final, i had to really condense my thoughts... so i'm scared about that. my final on saturday also went the same way. i knew all or most of the material, it was just a matter of using cases to back up the evidence that i had a problem with because i couldn't remember the names and dates of the cases! but i was very happy because before i left, my GSI gave me back my research paper and I got a 90/100!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! made my night! so all i have left is my final on wednesday night and im doneeeeeeeeee! it sucked that i had 3 finals back to back to back, but hey, i guess that sense of urgency motivated me to study. i hella partied this weekend lol, so i came home early tonight and have been studying since eh, 1am? yeah i'm going to bed as soon as i write this entry. so a funny thing has gone down. remember how i said my room mate alex has been trying to set me up with one of her friends? well saturday was her birthday (and we both had evening finals 5-8pm that night) and her sorority helped her set up a dinner party at their mansion since she was able to do anything because of finals. well she knew i liked the athletic sporty guys and things with them always turned out bad so she had someone from her exchange frat that she had in mind. after the final i went home to get dressed real quick because it was a semi formal kinda thing and alex had forgotten something so she was back at the apartment too, so we both drove up to her sorority's house together and she was acting realllllllly shady once we got there lol. like she kept pulling nicki and christine to the side and asking them stuff. so once we sat down for her dinner, i was sitting next to tera then alex told tera to move and one of her guy friend sat there.... hmm set up? yes! lol. so alex tried to play it casual and was like oh! shyenne, this is silas, silas this is shyanne... and so we talked and stuff. i mean we were kinda forced to since we were sitting next to each other! he's a really cool guy though... very different from a lot of guys i've met... alex later told me i probably never see him around because he's always in the labs on campus doing experiments lol. but yeah... he has that rugged handsomeness to him i guess.. and he has his eyebrow pierced for god's sake.. that is something i never really found attractive! and his name.. Silas... totally fits his appearance. he has that darkness and mysteriousness about him, which kinda bugs me cuz i'm kinda like, "so what message are you trying to get across" whenever he poses a daunting question lol. but yeah, i mean it wasnt as awkward as it seemed because we btoh talked to other people at the table, and towards the end we were mutually talking.. it wasnt like asking questions just for the sake of conversation. so after dinner, alex had arranged for us to go to blake's, and she had hypnotiq hosting her party which SUCKED cuz the whole club smelled like hypnotiq lol. but yeah, silas wasnt planning to go but after a little convincing we said he'll go for a little lol. so after the dinner, alex was like so what did you think and asking me a whole bunch of questions... she was just mostly surprised that i got Silas to go. so we went over to blake's and i was drinking with jane and nicki for the first hour then we went to dance with the birthday girl. lol it's so funny cuz alex is a dancer, and her boyfriend came over to berkeley for her birthday (and he freakin surprised her again... im so jealous!), and she was dancing on him like he was a strip pole, but she was doing it intentionally so it was all good! but yeah, after while i was sitting at the bar with some of alex's friends, silas came over to tell me he was leaving and, me, being that i was borderline buzz, was being all flirty and saying aww don't leave yet, we didn't even dance! oh the stupid things i say and do... so he asked me if i would talk to him outside since it's quieter so i left with him and we talked for like 15-20 minutes... and it was hella cold so he told me to go back in and that he'd leave so he asked for my number, and we exchanged digits and he said "im definitely going to give you a call" lol. so he left and i went back into blake's and sat sippin drinks at the bar and getting hit on and asked to dance and i would give them excuses like it gets too hot when i dance lol, so i'd just sit and talk to a few of the guys before they'd get bored and leave. oh well i cant hear them over the loud music anyways. but yeah, it gets pretty interesting whnever i say that, then the next minute you see me dancing with all the girls lol. it was fun though! so blake's had to close at 2am, and alex's older brother (frat brother) said we can go back to their frat and continue partying. i normally wouldn't have gone but i was just so glad to be done with finals i just wanted to party! so while walking to their frat i text silas and said "i hope you're not sleeping, anthony said the party's coming to the frat house" and he text me back "thanks for the heads up. ill lock the doors" lol so when we got there, there was already people there playing pool and just chillin, but we turned it into a party. i took like 7 or 8 shots with alex and with joey. an hour after that i was on the couch drunk arguing with people and silas appeared and defended me in my arguments... even though he doesnt know an ounce about football. but yeah i got him to dance with me for like 5 minutes before i got all dehydrated and decided i wanted to sit next to the window. he's so sweet he got me a bottle of ice cold water! but yeah after that i told him i wanted to go home but i didnt wanna leave my car there so he did a very frat boy thing and asked me to sober up in his room... and i was like um no i dont think so. and he explained himself and was saying what are you talking about, you can leave the door open, it doesnt have to be ilke that. and i said, it doesnt have to be, but it will look like it! im talking about people thinking were fucking. and so he did another sweet thing and said "fine, i'll be back" and he came back with his nintendo DS and challenged me to mario kart since i had told him at dinner i've been at their frat before and played mario kart with david, jimmy and some of the other guys. isn't he sweet! lol. but i had to admit, playing mario kart made me dizzy but i didnt wanna offend him so i kept playing til i gradually stopped and pretended i was more interested in takling to him hahaha. at around 5, i felt like i was fit to drive so i decided to leave. alex was still there playing bartender lol. but its funny cuz on this afternoon, after i woke up, alex got out the shower and told me silas told her he'd call me... and she asked me what i thought. and i told her i dunno. i mean he's a nice guy and all but he strikes me as a guy who rushes into things and the last thing i need now is a relationship! so i told her i'll just feel things out. so today i went shopping in sf with catie and she updated me about her and kevin. ridiculous, i don't even wanna takl about it. but yeah. after shopping we went to dinner with johnny and denton when they met us up there. came back to berkeley, got yopo with alex and her bf and watched them act so couply and annoying. lol but yeah. so now i'm here studying! and i should really get to bed because i work tomorrow at 1030! hehehe. ok i'm really gonna go now. gooooooooooodnight all<3 ps. vegas in 5 days! 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