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wow. the week right before thanksgiving, while everyone was relaxing and taking an early thanksgiving break, I was so stressed! I had an econ project due, a research paper due and a problem set due on the Monday and Tuesday before Thanksgiving! then on wednesday, thank god, my 3 hour discovery lab was canceled! but I scheduled myself to work to make up for the hours I would be missing due to the break. I'm just thankful it's over, but that doesn't mean I'm still not hella busy. finals are in two weeks and I'm behind in a number of things for each class =\ yet here I am procrastinating! so thanksgiving break was a success! lol... since everyone came back to san jose, I really wanted to see and spend time with everyone but I was still mad at Lisa (I never explained why... lets just say her boyfriend, who I HATE, came to my family's house threatening to kill my brother) and Katie actually spent Thanksgiving in San Fernando valley! but needless to say, my barbeque that night was a success. Jenna was able to come through! I hadn't seen/talked to her in forever... but yeah. it was fun except that Denton and Kassi got in an argument and I was on Denton's side so I made Kassi cry but whatever!!! And now she's mad at me and won't let me explain myself. whatever, her stubborness got her stuck in the situation in the first place. anyways, thanksgiving lunch/dinner with the family was very very special =) I <3 my mom! So that night, while everyone wanted to go to Valley Fair after the bbQ ended at like 3am, I decided not to! I remembered how much I hate black Friday cuz of the long ass lines. i'm talking too much again. but yeah friday, I slept in then packed and went to Los Gatos with my brother and sister. we drove separately though because I intended to stay until Saturday evening, but they left after dinner. but yeah. so I stayed there with my dad and it was kinda boring, thank god I brought moose and muffin. but saturday morning we went to a winery which was really fun lol, then we went to versona park with my dogs and then i went shopping with my dad which was kinda awkward at first lol but it was great. after we had dinner then i went back to san jose. thennnnnnn i called marissa to hang out cuz it was her birthday on Tuesday! she had just had dinner with two of her friends and she had nothing to do cuz they were both going to an engagement party, but she wasnt going. so I called a friend from san jose state and he said there were a lot of parties because sjsu had won their football game that night.. so marissa and a friend tianna went party hopping, which was kinda lame because of all the sleezy guys but i had fun with one of the guys =) lol. don't worry, he's a friend! so then on sunday, i went over to johnny's to watch the game, but he was sick from beer pong so the whole time i was keeping my distance. it was a great game though! after that we went to have lunch then i came back home and spent time with my mom, helped her with dinner. that night i studied and did some homework til i found out i didnt bring my finance calculator with me! but yeah, i came back to berkeley monday morning and realized how much i missed the comfort of being home =( soooo you didnt think i'd just update you with all that boring stuff huh?! here's something interesting. so occasionally after my 11:00 lecture (which ends at 1230), I'd see Stephen cuz he'd be going to his 1230 lecture in a building next to the building i come out of. but it doesn't happen much because sometimes stephen's late maybe or most of the its cuz i come out way early from my lecture or way late. but i found an alternative route so i could avoid him. well it seems to have done me no good today lol. i went that alternative route and when I thought the coast was clear... I saw him coming and it was just me and him (we were both relatively early....) so I couldnt avoid him and make it seem like I didnt see him cuz of the crowd of people! so I looked at him... and he looked at me lol... and wow it was the most weirdest feeling ever. my heart was beating irregularly... so I sorta slowed down when he started approaching and said "hey... how are you" and we both chatted til the i glanced at the clock tower and told him he should get going to class! and he laughed and said "dont chastize me about my being late." then we gave each other a half hug and went our separate ways... or so i thought. a few seconds later i felt someone purposely bump into me (i already got out my phone to call katie!) and it was him and i was like "what are you doing" and he said "im gonna go buy a drink" and he started walking faster (away from me) cuz i guess he got the hint when i said what are you doing that i didnt wanna talk to him. but i did wanna lol so i asked him "where at?" and then we both talked til we got to the cafe. then that's when we went our separate ways for sure. =/ it felt so weirdddddddddddd. but i keep reliving the scene over and over, and replaying the jokes he said and the things that made me smile... and it just reminds me of the little things he'd do that'd always have me going back to him... ahhhhhh. i'm not saying this one confrontation had me fall back in love with him, but it just made me remember how it once was... and how i miss it... but i was making great progess, so i'll continue to keep my distance from stephen. ok that's all. well i better get to bed. i have that 3 hour discovery lab tomorrow =( so goodnight everyone. muffy & moose say gnight too! 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