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omg i'm sooooooo relieved! i'm done with finals! so damn intense and overwhelming. I studied so hard... I hardly ever saw Katie and Malissa the past few days cus I was either at the library or at a rec room studying somewhere. I don't think anyone understands how relieved i am to be done! I studied all day yesterday and took a nap from 5pm-7pm then I went to the 24 hour room and studied til 8am today! then I came back slept an hour, ate and showered and everything then took my test from 1230 til 330. this was the first time I'd ever taken a final and used up the whole time allotted. that's how demanding the test was! well then i came back and had a meal from jack in the box talked to lisa on the phone then knocked out from all the cholesterol and woke up at 45 minutes ago lol. thank god katie woke me up! so we're gonna go to dinner at Ruby Tuesdays with everyone who's finished with finals at 8 :) i'm so happy to see and talk to some faces and actually have time to gossip about PARIS AND LINDSAY!!! i'm especially excited to see Chris! i haven't seen him much since we moved and i miss my bestfriend! well after dinner we're gonna go clubbing in SF <3 another excuse for us to get dressed up and look oh so cuteee. i'm gonna try to write this post by 7pm so I can get up and get dressed. i'm actually gonna make an effort to write a lot more in here so that I can come back and read how I was feeling when so and so happened, just so that I don't get carried away and become detached with my own emotions! lisa's such a good therapist<3 i was telling her about stephen right before i knocked out after my test... and she told me she wanted me to go online and read the email i had sent her when stephen and i broke up in november... and i told her i'll do so later. then she said when i got back with stephen in december, it bothered her cuz of how i told her he made me feel when he broke up with me... and it seemed to her like I was giving in to what he wanted and not what I wanted... so with that, i went to sleep... and I woke up and read the email (after searching for it!!! i seriously get hella emails from work, from family, some friends... and its not spam!) i had sent her and OH MY GOD, I wrote every damn detail in there and it was sooooo eye opening when I read it... I even quoted Stephen in the email!!! and I dont remember writing it probably cuz I was an emotional mess... but man, stephen was such a jerk when he broke up with me lol. i wanna read that email to him haha :p i'm such a meanie. so after I read it... i thought i'm just gonna do my own thing this summer... and once school starts... it's fair game... i mean, i was considering going out with him again, but after reading the email, I don't wanna give in to him anymore... cus he'll always think that i'm gonna be there... and well maybe I won't.. okay three more minutes! so plans for the weekend. i work over 45 hours in the next two weeks. the most in a long time! my very last day of work is the 30th, so we're going out for ice cream sometime with my co workers aww =( i'm so sad. i worked with them for two and a half years i think!!! boo hoo. my co workers are my friendssss. well i'll get into this later... i'm gonna freshen up for dinnnnnner. i think i'll wear something sexy aka uncomfortable since for the past week i've been wearing exercise pants so that I can bend my legs in all fantastic positions so that i would be comfortable studying! what a long sentence, i'm out of breath. lol. yay me! here's to a fun night :) ps. i'm thinking of getting a tattoo this summer! i had an idea of what I wanted about two months ago... and the idea has now resurfaced :) i'll say what I want in a future update! Post a comment in response: |
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