|Current mood:|| uncomfortable|
|Current music:||inventing edward- manflesh|
i never though i'd sleep in the dark without you
hasn't turned out to be a good night. it's nights like this that make me question my intentions when me and gary broke up. i miss being with someone so much, and i feel so fucking lonely right now. if i would of stayed with him i wouldn't feel like this... but would it have been worth all of the bullshit and the controlling and possessive issues??
_:: i don't know... but i guess what's done is done right? ::_
so far i've spent tonight sitting on the internet, talking to various and random pals on aol.. and making multiple entries in here. listened to quite a bit of further seems forever, brand new, my sAMPler CD and jack johnson. Inventing edward is on my sAMPler (AMP= american music press) cd and they are absolutely amazing. hurry out and pick uptheir cd, you won't be dissapointed. my 99 cents i invested in this AMP has been quite worth it,new gunmoll, rise against, ozma, and the commercials on the CD included.
*i never thought i'd sleep in the dark without you,
a blanket of thoughts pulled over my head,
i see you as you watch through my window,
i never thought it would be so hard to let go*
hopefully tommorrow will be better...so far the plans are:
~Matrix:reloaded with aimee & cory
~finish my huck finn paper so i can sleep in on sunday
a beating heart and a microphone
a ticking clock in an empty home
still tells of these times so long ago,
and even though I've come so far, I know
I've got so far to go and any day now I'll explode
like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
your eyes they penetrate me,
(your answer's always 'maybe')
that's when I got up and left
stay safe kids, it's wild life we live.