|Current mood:|| thankful|
|Current music:||"Until the Day I Die" by Story of the Year|
can not put into words how i feel
I have just gotten home from watching "The Passion of the Christ" and I went through so many feelings just watching that movie. I even cried in it. Where Mary went to talk to him and I just couldn't imagine watching my child go through that much pain. I just imagined Kylee and I got so upset. Also I cried because I was so confused, why would anyone want to do that to someone. Its one thing to crucify him but to beat him with a chain with nails on the end. It was so brutal, it showed skin being ripped from his body. Then putting the crown of thorns they made sure that it was in his head. It was so much blood and so much pain. It was a great movie that depicted it wonderfully but I don't think I could ever see it again. I'm so confused with how I feel about my faith and I wonder if I could be a big enough person to say Yes I am one of his people. I hate to hear it when people talk about no God or no Heaven or Hell, because they are truly real. Scientist can't even replicate how we could have accidentally began. How could you doubt there is a God? Yes bad things happen to good people but at the same time bad people get what they deserve. You may not think that it does but look at those people in about 10 years and it will show different. That's just my rambling.