|Current mood:|| blank|
|Current music:||the trumpet song at funerals for servicemen(in my head)|
what comes next?
yes, as a matter of fact,it does bother me. The fact that my brother might get blown away by some of those iraq people just creeps me out. Im numb. I dont know what to feel, how to feel it, or when to feel it. I dont wanna bother with it. It's just too much pain. *Josh* keeps me sane though. He's the only one with that power. He's been with me through everything. I'd give him my soul if i could. hmmm, maybe i'll look into that. Another boring day at school but what else is new.