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whole day bum
server's still down ...i can't do my programming task! (kaya blog muna ako. mwehehehee, this is the first entry that i'll be posting DURING OFFICE HOURS. tsk, BAD girl)
for the past 4 days, i've been whining a lot about how my work starts to convert me into a different person. basta.. di ko maexplain. i work not more than 8hrs a day yet i feel so stressed. i always try my best to put variations in my daily activities yet i always end each day hating the new "monotonous" life. last night i wished na sana di nalang ako programmer. sana naging piano teacher nalang ako. or perhaps author sa isang travel mag. or better --- food taster! it's really ironic. just when i'm now working, saka pako nagdoubt sa course na kinuha ko. hahahaha.
i've been telling this to a friend and all he said was i'm becoming unreasonably insane again. there's nothing to whine about coz in the first place i'm in a company that's a lot better than his. e di nmn ako nagcocomplain abt that e! im just starting to hate programming. un lang.
when i woke up, i realized na tama sha. i've been whining too much when there's nothing to complain about. i was just mentally stressed last night, cguro dahil ngayon lang ako nagpprogram ng 8hrs a day (it's been like this for the past month) -- very much different from school. in other words, di pa rin ako nakaadjust!
anyway... i feel bad coz i did NOTHING almost the whole day. hehe sorry, sala sa init sala sa lamig ako!
btw, share ko na rin to (sorry, 2weeks delayed):
day before grad, casey n i had a grad treat just at our pantry. it was quite funny how some reacted when they knew that we haven't graduated yet. haha... i felt so young. after that treat, no one in the office ever bugged me again for my "first sweldo" treat. kase pinagisa ko na (mwahahaha).
speaking of sweldo.. yesterday was may 3rd pay day. no more grad or first sweldo treats. yeyyyyyyy! time to start saving....
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