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Me and Sean are arguing, yup right now.
Over the internet... and its annoying. its beause he doesnt trust me AT all.... and it makes me feel like Shit, i mean i have never done anything to make him think that i would EVER EVER EVER cheat on him. . . and today, i said i was staying in ecbause i have LOADS of school work to do, and i was doing it and he was implying that i wasn't really doing it, and that i lie to him all the time
And then he started saying that it's like i totally fake how much i like him! =( and its not like i even ahve tiem to cheat on him =( because i'm always with him. i even lost my best friend because i went out with him... and it sucsk! i feel like i
'm doing soemthing wrong everytime i go out, or stay home. i have HUGe exams soon, and i need time to revise. . .but i feel bad everytime i stay home, and he'll ring me at night and say what a shitty day hes had. then make me feel worse then what i already do.
what should i do!??!
i hate my life so muhc... i hate how somtimes everything is great, then the next i just want tokill myself.