| Current mood: |  sick |
| Current music: | "Loose Yourself" - Eminem |
i hate being sick.
Argh.. I got a 72 on my freakin' Pre-Cal test. I don't mind getting crappy grades when I blow things off, but when I study my ass off and get a grade like that it's really discouraging. Damn. And I failed a Physics test miserably and now my average is a 70. My parents aren't going to like that. I hate this. Caring about my grades. I actually don't, I just want to get a car and a job. So now I have to work my ass off to raise my Physics average up 10 points in 3 weeks. *sigh* Well, I did deserve THAT grade. I *at least* still have a B in Pre-Cal. All my other classes are easy and I'd be suprised if I didn't have A's in all 4 of them. We're getting progess reports this week so I *think* I'll have 4 A's, 1 B, and 1 D. Anyway, I'm sure no one really wants to hear me complain about my grades, so moving on...
I'm siiick. I seriously hate being sick. It makes me feel weak, low, and nasty. My head *still* hurts and my nose is all stuffed up now. My throat was hurting badly, but now it's not so bad. *sigh* It's my stupid brother that always gets me sick. He was sick last week. I tell him to stay away from me, but I still manage to get sick. I think next time he's sick I'll walk around with some kind of sanantising spray lol.
I had to go to this class thing for the church CCE (Continuing Christian Education) about child sexual abuse to be able to be a teacher's aid in my mom's and dad's 2nd grade class that they teach. My parents had to too, as well as anyone else that wanted to teach CCE. At first I was kind of pissed that I had to go since I'm a possible VICTIM not a malestor *sp*. The point of the class though was to tell you how to watch for signs of a child being sexually abused and also to explain the seriousness of it. It was really sad.... actually I was more disgusted. They showed us videos and they had these two men that have been child malestors for over 20 years. GOD.. I just wanted to shoot them both. When they were talking, they didn't even sound SORRY. One guy said that if he had the oppurtunity he'd do it again. It's just disgusting. They've each had some 500 victims. I knew these sorts of things existed *cough*RKelly*cough*, but to the extent of what I heard was just beyond me. I felt like I had lost almost all of what innocence I have left by just listening to that. That one guy had his first victim when he was 10 years old and he continued for 26 years. Of all of those kids he abused, it took 26 years for someone to finally catch him. That's just fucking unacceptable and people like that need to be stopped, so I'm glad I took the class.
That's about all that's on my mind right now really... hi Trish!
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