I'm aerion. That name was taken. I find that odd because I made the name up my self. but then I guess some one else did too. Any way, 'the one' part isn't meant to upstage. On a role playing site I used to be a part of, I called my self (one) when I was ooc. If you don't know the terms I'm using and are honestly curious, drop me a line, but I'm not going to explain them here.
So Ya, I say was using. Why was and not am or are? Because I got in a fight with the owner of the site. We were good friends at first. We role played together bunches. Then we had a wrinkle in our rp and we started to fight. I loved that site, I still love that site, but I was kicked off, not because I truly did something wrong, but because the owner didn't like my rp choices.
Next question, why am I going on and on about one freaking role playing site. Aren't there more important things in life, you may ask? Well sadly, no ,not really, not for me. I work in a dead end manufacturing job. A have a few people who call me a friend. But I am only their friend when they need a person to rant to, or a shoulder to cry on. I'm NEVER included in group events. Can you believe I have been to one birthday party and no other parties in my whole life? Yup, I kinda suck.
Only I found this awesome place online where I could flourish. I enjoyed creating characters and playing them out. Even more than that, I enjoyed making friends and getting to know people. I made some real bonds. I had people who knew about my issues with work and home and CARED about them. Then I got in a fight with the owner of the site.
Piece of advice. I don't care what site you go to, big or small. NEVER interact with the owner. Seriously, just don't go there. Even on the off chance that you will fight, it is simply not worth the hassle. Now my happy little connection is gone, and I am a bit sad. My work really sux too, and that makes me sad. My health is crappy, my love life can't possibly exist since I can't even make friends (yes, I believe love should be built on friendship none of that love at first sight crap.), my depression is flaring up and I don't feel like taking my meds. (Yes, I have a chemical imbalance. It's a real medical issue for those who think I am emo or crazy. Amazingly similar to diabetes but instead of the glucose in my blood, it is chemicals in my brain that are out of wack. So deal.) And I know, I know, I should be taking my meds. but they... make me so even I feel emotionless. And I don't like feeling emotionless. So, I guess I'll stick with sad and use this place to rant. Here I am, hello, world.
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