i shouldnt be depressed today ..
omq im so depressed riqht now. s0o much shyt it qoin on, i duno want to do. ok, nancy's last day was friday and i was cryinq s0o much in skool. we were both cryin actually...and every1 was askin me wats wronq..and i couldnt qet out any words. it was just horrible, havinq to say qoodbye to her..one of my bestest friends. omq dont wanna think about it. ok, on saturday...went skatinq of course. MIKE was here and that felt grrreat just seein him, talkin to him, beinq with him. =] BUT THEN danny asked me out! omq no no...i was like to myelf say NO no NO! cause i really like his brother mike! and it just came out in a yes kinda way lmao! we were actually writinq noted bak and forth and he asked me in the note and i said maybe and then he wanted to kno wen i could tell him and i said today, and b4 i left i said yea..s0 he was happy atleast. and i think mike miqhtve been a tad bit jealous..hmm. ok, AND i found out a couple days aqo, that ANTON liked me!!!! s0 that was b4 danny came in the picture. s0 i was like yea i like anton alot! but he didnt ask me out and danny made the move to..i kinda like danny i quess...but i like mike and anton a whole lot more and i really sound like a slut and concieted, omq im a horrible person. anyways lol adam likes me TOO. so now adam is def. PISSED at me. and anton i think is a little mad at me, but doesnt believe just yet that i qo out with him...he'll found out probly today. since MIKE DANNY ADAM AND ANTON are all qoinq skatinq today..omq thank qod im not qoin!!! i would be like cryinq there and i would be really depressed. and everythinq is s0o messed up and i just wanna cry all day or kill myself. i feel like the WHOLE world is mad at me and i have no1 at all. i seriously think that...im qoinq out with person who i like least [my ex actually who i broke up with a couple months aqo] and im practically obsessed and in love with his TWIN brother mike and i still like adam and adam likes me and anton! omq i like him and he likes me. and i have no idea what to do..sum1 needs to seriously qive me sum adivce. and i dont wanna break up with danny, but i kno hes qonna play me or sumthin...or cheat on me, cause hes like that. but he was my first kiss! i duno wat to do..i qotta work sum thinqs out...later
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