| Current mood: | anxious |
| Current music: | Slipknot-Ppl = Shit |
grrrrr
my parents fucked up my aol shit so now i dont have ne files ne more i lose 200 files and sites and i gotta start 4rm scratch oh fn lovely......as 4 the news lately since i havent written n 4ever......my Anti is out! finally out after like 4 months (all of which i've been sober and still sober-b proud of me ppl) =D and here's sumtin else......I GET 2 SEE JEREMY!!!!! or so that is the plan so far, we're gonna meet him halfway at sum mall then he's gonna stay the nite w/me then go back the next day on saturday (this, i repeat, this friday and saturday) thats the plan, but im confused, when i was w/him b4 he moved i looked sheepy and now im all "gothy" again....i dunno how i should dress, its confusing, cuz he never used 2 like that shit but all of a sudden he does, but he's gonna b fn shocked cuz i dont look nething like i used to....NOTHING LIKE MY SELF......he hasnt seen me in forever, which is sad but wow i mite really seriously get 2 see him, he has a gf so nope, cant do nuttin like the old dayz.....but wow i "love" him. this is interestings....i got my anti, and i mite get jeremy 4 a day or 2.....wow now only if i didnt live here in this life then everything would b ok =D
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