|Current mood:|| bitchy|
|Current music:||Evanescence- Surrender|
I am TIRED of this bullshit....
I told everyone off. I had to. They think they know me well. They don't know SHIT about me. Here is what I posted on Datawhore.org:
"Listen you all. I know there are some of you that hate me and you know that is fine. I mean no one was brought up to Earth to be 100% loved so go on... keep on bringing the hate even though I am 100% out of LBHS.... but not DWORG. Anyway, all the shit that has happened lately between me and many other members of DWORG has brought up some stuff to my head so I am using this threat to take "a mind dump."
First of all, you guys don't know me well. You all think I am still doing the bullshit I used to do when I fucking don't. I have been cut free for 3 motherfucking straight ass months. (Woop dee doo!!!) Yeah, you all don't care. BUT I DO!
You all don't know how motherfucking hard I am working on my "weight problem" like my doctor calls it. When I joined this goddamned site I was in what... 250? Yeah... sorry I have been sniffing a lot so I can't remember straight. Yeah 250. You know I am in 230. The exact weight that I was when I STARTED in LBHS. Still you all don't care cause you all with remember me as a fucking fat chick.
It was a good laugh I know. The whole "incident" like it's now called. I am laughing hysterically about it now when I look back at the BULLSHIT I went through. It might have scared me a bit. I might have been obsessed. But I am deffenetely over. OVER! Happy now people?
Last thing, I think there are a bunch of you who are pathetic losers like you like to call me. But I think many of you are not the ones that will be traveling all over the world speaking about 5 different languages and aside that singing and song writting, recording albums making platinum... whatever. I do which some of you the best in your lives. But, learn to treat others better. Learn to RESPECT, if you want to gain those things back. Cause I don't give respect... with me you have to earn it. And for the past months that I have been here half of you don't deserve squat shit.
That's it.... for now."
Seriously, people on that site needs to get over the hate. I don't want them to love me. No no no. MISTAKEN! But at least show respect.