| Current mood: |  drained |
| Current music: | "Tears In Heaven"- Eric Clapton |
Not In The Mood..
okay....well, daddieee has buggin my butt 2 do another journal entry....so yess....i'm doing 1. lots of stuff has happened since the last time i've written in this thing. i don't know where really 2 start and i don't wanna go and tell u all everything. hmmm i'll start w/ Halloween and juss how life has been in general lately. Halloween was sooo much fun. Suzie and i have become friends again..so that's good. she came over Friday and stayed the night Friday night and Saturday night. John and Ky came over Friday night....went trick-or-treating w/ me and Suzie and they stayed over, talked, and watched movies until about 11-ish. then they left and came over early the next morning. we basically juss hung out all day and John was sooo sweet 2 sing 2 me and Suzie. i would like 2 say he was juss singin 2 me cause he was only lookin over @ me while he was singing, but since cry baby Suzie was in the room 2.....i'll say he was singing 2 the both of us. he sang "Tears in Heaven" and yess. i cry every time i listen 2 that song now. but yeah.....i can say i've become good friends w/ John now. and noooo nothing will ever happen between us, so no jumping 2 conclusions like i know a lot of people like doing. i love Aaron and he's the only guy i want. there isn't ne rule saying i can't have ne guy friends. we then went 2 church (i was altar serving) and they ate dinner over. b4 Aaron.....i actually liked having close guy friends rather than having a boyfriend. they juss seem so much better. but that all changed when i met Aaron. so yeah....Suzie, Ky, John, and i watched "13 ghosts" and hmmm.....that was pretty scary. John picked out every 1 and made em a ghost in the movie and i was the angry princess.......u know that hott naked lady?! yup! that was me. then Ky and John left around 12-ish and Suzie bitched @ me alllllllll night about how John likes me and how we BOTH flirt CONSTANTLY. okay....i know 4 a FACT i didn't flirt w/ him. if u call this flirting-- John beating me up and me trying 2 rescue myself......then that's fucked! cause i must flirt w/ my cousins, my bro, and my dad allllll the time! ne ways.....then Sunday....Suzie and i went 2 the sk8 park and watched Ky, Tommy, and John sk8. then Junior and some stupid ass girls came and yeah. Suzie got mad @ me again cause John got distracted by me and because John said hi 2 me and gave me a hug and not Suzie. WHATEVER!
so yeah.....Aaron has a new job now. don't ask me what i think of it because i'll probably get all bitchy and start crying. it juss sux, u know? i can't even tell u when the was the last time i talked 2 him on the phone. not like a "hi....call me back in 10," but an ACTUAL conversation. then i only talk 2 him 4 a few hours each day and yeah. i cry this much now...juss wait until he leaves 4 bootcamp. i'm gonna be a MESS. i look @ it now....and realize that its juss gonna get worse. isn't life suppose 2 get better each and everyday instead of worse and worse and worse? i don't know sometimes. i do know that i love Aaron....and that's all that matters i guess...
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