Yeah...?...
my life hasn't been yipeee dooo daaa lately and it sux. it doesn't really have ne thing 2 do w/ Aaron. that whole thing yesterday juss made me feel.....not wanted i guess u can say. i guess i was juss assuming. but that's over and done w/. i'm not worried about that ne more. 2night....juss sucked. we went 2 the Charger game and it was "salute 2 the military" night.....so yeah. bunch of military people were there.....1/2 time had something 2 do w/ em....and yeah. it was nice....but @ the same time it made me feel ehh bout Aaron leaving me in the future. then my mom got drunk as usual and she was REALLY embarrassing me and my dad. my dad has really been having a tough week in all and yeah. so my mom was being annoying and my dad juss got up w/ my bro and left the stadium. i didn't know where we parked and was scared i wasn't gonna find the car. so i'm screaming @ my mom 2 make her walk faster and she's stumbling all over every 1....which made me mad because i hate when she acts like this. so yeah.....i'm trying 2 get outta the stadium and my mom is walking all funky....so she grabs my hand and i basically have 2 drag her 2 the damn car cause she couldn't walk straight. so i finally get 2 the car and my dad is in the passenger seat and i KNEW he was trying 2 say that my mom was gonna drive. so i got mad and said no way in HELL is she gonna drive. she can't even walk and i REALLY don't feel like dying juss yet. i was bout 2 drive, but then my dad got in the driver's seat.....and OMG! he was YELLING and SCREAMING about my mom being a big time fuckin alcoholic and she can't admit she has a problem. he kept calling her mean names and talkin bout how she's sooo drunk and how she's sooooo lazy. then he said...."if u don't fuckin fix it.....then its over." nice ehh? juss what i need!......divorced parents. so yeah......now i'm all scared cause my dad is in a BAD SCREAMING mood....and i don't like it :0(. i haaaaaaaaaaate drinking. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!! i know i do it every once in a while (actually not even once in a while)......i'm talking about my alcoholic family. yeah......i'm tired and i need sleep. so, imma go 2 bed now. mom's dooin my hair 2morrow. hopefully it will turn out all good and stuff. well, i'm off. i love you Aaron and i'm sorry about earlier. and....i'm NEVER gonna leave u because of some stupid lil fight.....EVER.
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