|Current mood:|| depressed|
Alot of things happened...
Im not talking of anything politics today, im going to treat this as a real journal for once, and just tell you about events that hav happend today.
Its obvious that the ones i love most will pay the worst for being near me. I thought i lost autumn today, i really thought that there was nothing i could do to change how she felt, and i cried... i couldnt stop crying, and i still am.
I love her so much... and i just want nothing to change between us, I want there to be an "us" still.
I cant even type what i want to, its bothering me that much... ill try to post when everything is better.