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I read Amy's update and for awhile I was a little speechless. I couldn't think of what to say and I just sat there for a bit thinking about it. So an update about it seems like a better idea.
I really never thought I could mean much to anyone in any single way. But that update alone proved me wrong. I now see not only what I mean to friends but also people that mean the most to me. Just Amy's words alone showed me who I am. Sure, I'm immature and stupid at times but yeah like she said, I know when and how to be serious. I also know how to make people smile and before I'd do anything just to see a certian someone smile.
Amy already meant a lot to me when we were only friends...but now we're more then that and now she means even more to me. I loved her when she was my friend and I still do, just in a different sort of way. I really never would have pictured myself with one of my best friends, but I like us together. I really do.
She already knows everything about me, and I mean everything. I always talked to her about my past and I told her how I felt. I would talk to her when I had troubles and I still will. I just hope she can come to me when she feels troubled even if I'm the one causing it. Well..especially if I'm the one causing it.
Hopefully I make sense...normally I don't. Oh well. I understand and hopefully Amy will...that's all that matters. ldfhgkjxfdhnbfndhdgjgcb *GOES ON STALKING MODE AGAIN*
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