Cara (im_just_not_me) wrote in _nothingmatters, @ 2004-06-07 18:19:00

Current mood:	numb
Current music:	Fefe Dobson, Revolution

have you ever wanted something so bad,
you can't breath?
well, i'm suffocating.
Im drowning myself in thought,
and there is no way out.
no way to end this
faucet on high in my head.
my mind is over flowing.
too much,
too much.
what if there is nothing
that even matters in there?
what if i am just crazy?
what if there are no reasons for
anything at all?
my mind is too big for my spirit.
Im drowning in a sea of thoughts,
and no beautiful, blonde
life guard is going to throw me
a big red dounut.
everyone is silently watching
me being dragged from
my sanity.
they are just watching me
die.

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