|Current mood:||Fuck Off|
|Current music:||Without You|
You say you love me. I know you do.
I say I love you. You know I do.
Why then, do we fight? Always. Fighting.
But it'll change. You know just as well as I do... it'll change now that he and I aren't friends.
Maybe for the good... Maybe for the bad. Who cares? I'm still gonna be here.
Because I'll always be here. No matter if you want me here or not, I'll be here anyway.
And don't pretend like I'm the one who's done all the hurting... because you've done your fair share as well.
But I put up with it because I love you.
And you love me.
Why the FUCK can't we see that and take it for what it is? FUCK EVERYONE ELSE.
All we need is us.
We're all that matters.
Most of this was brought on by you pushing me away. Telling me how you STILL missed him.
How it STILL hurt you. It happened over 3 months ago Justin.
IF you weren't ready to move on, why did you let me inside of you? Why did you let yourself inside of me?
Why'd you ask me to marry you? Were you using me?
Was I a pawn in your sick scheme to get him back?
If so, shame on you. Not me.
Lets not make me out to be the bad guy when you're to blame as well.
I love you. You love me.
That's all we need from here on out. That's all we need ever.
Justin and Nick.