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::he sighed, looking to his more than neglected journal as he signed in on his username. He chewed on his lip ring and then rubbed his face, thinking to himself of things that had happened since he'd last written. He stood and walked to the kitchen, grabbing a bottle of water before stopping to pull up his overly baggy jeans and then fix his shirt so it fell perfectly over them::
I suppose it's about time I update this thing, eh? I haven't been around much lately. I've just been... being alone. I sort of like it that way, and I needed me time. It's not too often I have a chance to just hang out and play video games or burp without worrying I'll gross people out. It was calm. It was relaxing. It was a nice change.
I went back out a few days ago to film some more and I guess my role will be a bit bigger than expected. I'm a heroin addict, sadly... but I have to take what I can when I can get it. It was a tough role to play but I'd like to think I did it well. I mean, I'm no ASHTON KUTCHER or anything, but yeah, I think it was ok considering.
Speaking of the ugly fuck, Justin some how, with his magical Timberlake powers (which yes, I endowed by marrying him) got Alia back for him. He deserves her too, because not only is he one of the most amazing people I've ever met... but he's one of the best fathers as well. If you just watch him with her... it's mind boggling. This tall gangly thing playing hopscotch... or at least trying to.
Or letting her put make up on him... he was just perfect for her and vise versa. It was one of those meant to be's, ya know? Justin's seeing a doctor now.. about, well, everything that's happened over the past two months. I'm so Goddamn proud of that kid. He's taking steps to getting better and it proves not only to me and himself, but everyone else as well, that he's more than just some rich pop star.
He's a person. And an amazing one at that. One I'm very much in love with and always will be. One who goes through problems that people in your family or you yourself have most likely gone through... so yeah, don't judge people you don't know. It's lame. I'm not in the mood to sap, so I'll leave it at that and go cuddle with him.
Oh yeah, by the way, new layout. I don't like it, but oh well.