i want harlan back so badly. i can't breathe without thinking of him. i sound so pathetic, i know, but i was really truly in love with that boy. why can't he just want me back? i try to be so nice to him anymore, as in, not telling him he's an asshole on a daily basis, as in, asking him how he's been and actually LISTENING when he replies.
maybe he'll read this and fall in love with me all over again. that would be ideal.
i'm sick today. feeling like i'm going to puke. i think it's a touch of the stomach flu. go me...