:glances in the mirror, frowning softly as he notes his hair thinning more, runs his fingers through his short curls, pulling his hand away to look at the small handfull of hair he pulled out, sighs and tosses it in the trash before walking back out of the bathroom to sit infront of his laptop:
These past few weeks have been hell. Not just for me either. Right now, I'm more angry than scared. I'm just angry that this had to happen, at least now. Lance and I should be enjoying the start of our life together as a married couple, not have to deal with this. I feel terrible for putting him through this.
It's just a small setback though...I have confidence now that it's not going to overpower me. I have too much to live for. My heart and soul, Lance...my daughter...Jen and all my friends and family. Things will be all right because I won't accept any other way.
Faith has been really sweet about it. She likes to sing to me, thinking it'll help me feel better. And it works too :nods and smiles softly: She has a good voice, I really think she will be a star when she is older.
Last night, my baby girl got married. I'm so happy for her and Ashton. Seriously, I'm glad she has him. He's a good guy. I love you both and damn...I know I said this a hundred times before, but Congratulations!
I'm glad I got to see her get married. They plan on having a second one but I probably won't be able to make it. This saturday, I leave for treatment. I'm not sure when I'll be back.
As a side note, I was on the Tom Green Show yesterday. :smirks: And yes, I beat my baby at the water challenge. No one can beat me :laughs softly: Sorry, Lance. You know I love you.
:smiles softly and clicks update before shutting his laptop, going back to the bed, climbing in:
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