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In my field of paper flowers..
Hello, I haven't been writing much lately, but there hasn't been anything really worth saying either. Well my mom just pushes me over the edge, so I think I'll write about that.
She's really really gay. She tries to make me feel bad when I prove her wrong. Ugh. Okay, so I'm having family over for my birthday in a week. A few days ago she asked me to call a few people to tell them about it. She knows god damn well that I'm really bad on the phone, and I won't call them. So I tell her I'll mail them an invite, and she says fine. So I go upstairs and print out these things for it. I give them to her, she doesn't like them, so she says she'll just call them. Fine, whatever. So today she's like, "You never do anything helpful ever, you won't call anyone about your party, you didn't print out the things in time, blah blah.." UHHHH.. First of all, bitch, you said you'd call, and second of all, I did print out those god damn invitations, but they weren't good enough for you, so fuck you. Then she's like "Well did you atleast email Roger?" Ugh, "No Mom, I don't have his email address, I don't use email anymore." Mom-"I don't remember ever hearing that." And she says that like she's better than me, like I'm wrong. Cause I distinctly remember saying, I don't have theyre email address cause I dont use email any longer. And I asked my sister to do it, and she says she didnt know it either. I remember that so vividly, yet my mom just has to be right, so of course, she has no recollection of it. Finally I prove her wrong, and in this sad pitiful voice she says, "Leave me alone.." Oh my gawd, Am I supposed to feel bad for you because 99.9% of the time youre wrong, but don't want to admit it?? And this time you gave in?? Ugh. And everything, I mean everything I do is wrong. Just because she's feeling a little under the weather today doesn't mean she can take it out on me. I fucking never do anything to anyone in this family because I don't give a shit about them anymore. My dad is the only one who I really really really care about. If my mom and sister would only realize they treat me like shit 24/7, maybe I would care about them too. But no, they don't, so it sucks for them. Gawd, I really hate this house. Yeah, well this story might sound like some stupid little thing, but it would be, if it wasn't piled a mile high on top of other shit they've done. Yah.
kEeP iT reAL*
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