|Current mood:|| sick|
|Current music:||x. marching parade .x the storming friday|
cough cough SNEEZE cough
i am sick.
i was up for 3 hours last night cause my freakin sinus headache didnt want to go away.
i hate it when other people are angry or sad, especially those that i truly care about
because then it rubs off on me and it makes me sad/"depressed."
like mr b.
and my beloved josephstreet.
well anyways, i am looking forward to an absolutely nothing-filled day. and no one reads this anyway.
im smarter than the average bear,
and yesterday was the weirdest day i have had in a while.
watching dawsons creek, i hope my mom will bring home a cheeseburger
we get upstairs carpet installed today
damn writers block.
i send in my SCGSAH app. soon, keep me in your prayer-like meditations
religion has losto all meaning to me,
christianity is just too hard to believe anymore
maybe one day i will go back to it
but i feel so lost now, religion wise.
i just dont know anymore.
anyone have any consolation?
i do what i can,