| Current mood: |  drained |
| Current music: | Every Time I Die |
Stuff.
Hmm.I don't think I really did much today.I went to school.Woopdefuckingdo.And I came home.I saw Heather she was all sickly.I was kind of mad at her.But I guess I have kind of forgiven her for what ever she has done.I really don't know if she did anything.But I was pissed off at her for some reason.It makes me feel kind of stupid But hey who cares.This lovely weekend of antisocialness was some what good.I like it.I guess when you need time away from people and things it makes you feel better.I talked to Justin the other night.That kid he makes me sad.He made me cry and feel really horrible becasue he's all suicidal and there's not much I can do about it.I wonder if that night he hadn't taken his pills.I guess I won't know.I don't want to ask him some kind of question like that.Even though we're supposed to tell each other how we feel and stuff.I just can't open up ever.Even in here I can't open up and say things that I want to say but thats just not possible for me to do.It's just so hard.They have a new name for the goth kids.I don't get it.It's really stupid.They go around calling them Heashers[spelling??].It's really sad and stuff.And it makes you feel that if you hang out with them everyones gonna hate you.I am glad I don't have one group of friends.I hate all those stupid lables that you get and people give you.Like skater prep goth punk jock and so on.I don't get them.They confuse me and such.I don't know what I am.I guess stoner/skater?But then again I have been called emo.It's weird.How you can get called one thing and then turn around and get called another.Yeah I really don't have what I want to say all straight in my head right now.I quess I will come back later and write some more?Or, something.Good bye.
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