|Current mood:|| crushed|
|Current music:||Great Romances of the 20th Century - Taking Back Sunday|
So Evan's hiding out or whatever, which is really upsetting. I mean I know I've been an idiot lately, so don't start in on me about that because I really am not interested in it at all. I've beaten myself up over it plenty lately, believe me. I think I did the job for about ten armies in fact.
The point is, I don't blame him one tiny bit if he doesn't want this relationship anymore. If he runs away with RuPaul and makes a trillion babies I can't blame him, even though I really hope he doesn't do that, okay I'm sorry but I have mental images now and they need to go far far far away from me NOW kthxbye
So I guess all I can do is sit around and wait to see what he decides. I'll be okay either way, because he'll always be my best friend, and I want him to be happy, which is exactly the opposite of what I've been making him feel lately.
Kay, I'm done with my emoish post. I'm back, who missed me?