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amy lee (_amylee) wrote,
@ 2003-08-25 23:08:00
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    time for a.. short but meaningful update. Its hott in my room right now. I think Pierres somewhere in the front of the bus playing video games with ben. Last time I checked he was anyways. Woo, those two make me laugh so hard. Its been hard for me to be so happy for a while. I'm glad I am though. Pierre makes me extreamly happy.
    I feel like, those little 13 year old girls who have a boyfriend for the first time in their lives, thats how giddy he makes me. Although other parts in our relationship isn't like most 13 year olds. I hope so anyways HAHA. I'm really happy with him though, I can be myself around him, not worry of what he thinks of me because I know that its just fine. and he accepts it.

    As for Ashton. Jen told me something that I wasn't exactly pleased with. and I can't help the fact that I feel like 99% of it is my fault. I've been far too much of a bitch to certain people it really needs to stop. I'm going to visit Ashton soon though.

    Lena. When the fuck is that girl getting home from New York. shes gotta tell me so she can come chill on my bus with Jeff, Chuck, Pierre, Ben, and I. God I have like Most of simple plan on my bus. Isn't that a riot? wee!




    Breathe in for luck,
    breathe in so deep,
    this air is blessed,
    you share with me.
    This night is wild,
    so calm and dull,
    these hearts they race,
    from self control.
    Your legs are smooth,
    as they graze mine,
    we're doing fine,
    we're doing nothing at all.

    My hopes are so high,
    that your kiss might kill me.
    So won't you kill me,
    so I die happy.
    My heart is yours to fill or burst,
    to break or bury,
    or wear as jewelery,
    which ever you prefer.

    The words are hushed lets not get busted;
    just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
    Safe in here, from all the stupid questions.
    "hey did you get some?"
    Man, that is so dumb.
    Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
    so we can get some.

    My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
    So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
    My heart is yours to fill or burst,
    to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
    which ever you prefer.

    Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
    I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
    the dim of the soft lights,
    the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
    and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
    and this walk that we shared together.
    The streets were wet
    and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
    and let you in.
    And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
    and you kissed me like you meant it.
    And I knew that you meant it,
    that you meant it,
    that you meant it,
    and I knew,
    that you meant it,
    that you meant it..



    Don't worry about me, I'm gonna make it alright
    Got my enemies crossed out in my sight
    I take a bad situation gonna make it right
    In the shadows of darkness I stand in the light

    You see it's our style to keep it true
    I've had a bad year, a lot to go through
    I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue
    She's Hes not the one coming back for you
    She's Hes not the one coming back for you

    If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again
    If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend

    It takes disaster to learn a lesson
    You're gonna make it through the darkest night
    Some people betray one and cause treason
    We're gonna make everything alright

    Well the worst of times, now, they don't phase me
    Even if I look and act really crazy
    I went way down, she betrayed me
    Now my vision is no longer hazy

    I'm very lucky to have my crew
    They stood by me when she he flew
    I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue
    She's Hes not the one coming back for you
    She's Hes not the one coming back for you

    If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again
    If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend



    Can't pretend that you're nothing special
    You've got to look at all of your options
    You can't decide what to go for
    When it's all about trust (it's all about trust)
    You see your self on the TV
    You read your magazines
    You can't explain how it's come to be this
    Stop and think.
    When it's all about trust (it's all about trust)

    This coverage your centre spread
    Your neon light daydream will shatter and break
    And if you think I'm thinking of your value here
    You're the one who's losing control

    This eventual stop this, break in the mold
    I scream down this hotline just to feel something

    This situation, isn't getting any better
    I see that look in your eyes
    You want to see a pretty face
    There isn't anything wrong with giving up
    And for what it's worth, I still hate you.



    yes i copied you somewhat justin. so! =]


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