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*we'll be there for eachother, cause you're the best friend i've ever had*
yesterday and today have so far been the worst days of my life probably. i dont even want to talk about it..but lets just say my best friend has been taken away from me. i cant live without her..i love her! i need her to hang out with me and tell me when i look stupid, or tell me not to buy something cause its ugly, and hold my hair back when i drink to much, and tell me not to cry cause guys arent worth it, and draw me stupid pictures just out of boredom. *sigh* no she's not dead if thats what you're thinking..but she might as well be. why cant her mom understand what we're going through?!
i want to talk to john :(