| Current mood: |  grateful |
| Current music: | How Could an Angel Break my Heart -- |
Lately, my life has become a bit...boring? I've become a boring person and I hate that about myself. I say all of my friends never talk to me anymore but, I'm starting to believe it's the other way around. I've become so into spending time with Joey, and with Bri, that maybe I've forgotten how important my friends are to me. I'm not saying I don't love Joey, or that he and Bri make my life boring. They make my life special. I love them both, very much, I'm glad they're in my life and glad they're going to be my family.
I would also like to point something out to Mandy I did buy you that BLING BLING because I love you, you meanie head. Not just because you're in my wedding but because you mean something to me. I love you like my own sister, you're a great person and no one can make me laugh like you can. Or, make ahem, hairy balls sound as funny as you do.
I've been spending a lot of time with Maggeh she's my new lesbian lover. I buy her flowers and she gives me hot sweaty animal sex. - Grins - Needless to say I'm breakin' my pockets keepin' the little lady happy.
Brody has become one of the most important people in my life. I've shared things with her that are really special with me. She understands what I'm going through and helps me. I do my best to be a good friend to her, help her in anyway that I can. I love her. Brody is a very strong, and amazing woman.
Of course I can't mention Brody and not mention Benji, I miss my big brother Benji. - She sighs - He...Benji was my rock. Anytime I had a problem, or needed someone Benji was always there for me. Things happened, I guess eventually, over time we grew apart. I HATE that. I miss being friends with him. I miss getting on his nerves, him calling me a dork and making faces at me. I went and messed all of that up with my stupid drama. I may never get what he and I had back. And that, breaks my heart.
Me getting all mushy - Wipes her cheeks that glisten with fresh tears - Typical Jessi, right? Heh.
I somehow managed to leave out Alyssa, my Lyssie bear. I just want her to know, that without her, life wouldn't be worth living. Without ANY of my friends. I could not go on.
I love everyone of you. Thank you for making such a big impact on my life.
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