I ALREADY CHOSE ANONYMOUS BUT I SHOULDN'T HAVE BUT HOPEFULLY YOU WILL FIGURE OUT WHO I AM
HINT: RHYMES WITH FATE
so i was talking to my best friend today about that guy eric i told you about and she was trying to explain why she doesn't have feelings for him... or something. i don't know exactly what she was talking about. but she was saying, like, "i like him, but i don't want to date him, but he'd make a great husband" and i just wanted to so badly be like, "LET ME SWITCH PLACES WITH YOU PLEASE" because I KNOW that if she gave the word he would be so happy with spending the rest of his life with her. But she doesn't love him.
BUT I DO. And I'm the one who wants to grow old with him. But given the choice, he chooses her.
I don't know how I would feel if she changed her mind. If she accepted him and loved him. Jealous, yes, of course. But I feel so empathetic for his situation that I'd probably be really excited and happy for him. But at the moment I'm hanging on to the pathetic hope that he'll get over her and I'll be a close second. I know that sounds awful but it's the best I can hope for, you know? Maybe he'll realize I'm here waiting for him and he'll have an "OH MY GOD" moment and I'll be the nice guy(girl) who finished first for once.
BLFHHGH I HATE THIS.
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