i don't even know what to do anymore. i cant explain it, i can;t cry over it, i can't do anything. i honeslty dont even know what to do anymore. everyone gets mad at me because i wont tell them whats wrong but the truth is i cant even explain it, just a wave of depression came over me and i have no reasons whenever i go out i get uncomfortable with people asking me whats wrong i come home a half hour later, i lost my best friend and two months ago i would have cried over it and now it doesnt even phase me, i dont care about anything anymore but at the same time i care about everything.. why else would i be upset right now. fuck, idk, im sorry.