yeah yeah whatever.
i have nothing to hide.
except that:
- i dabble in substance use (not to overindulgence. just to pass the time from time to time. null the boredom, grase along the night.)
- i'm sexually open (as in, i'm theoretically bi (but straight in practice, just not narrow) (also as in, i don't have qualms with pre-martial sex or whatever. which is not to say i'm easy either. still a virgin, don't worry. sex is what it is, procreational or recreational and each person needs to define what they want in regards to it for her or his own self. whatev)
- i hang out with boys a lot (which my mother has always been wary of)
- i shoot my mouth out all vulgarly when adults are not present. novelty is key. there are no bad words, only negative contexts
- i'm not religiously affiliated and don't plan to be. i'm spiritual, mmk? religion and spirituality have to be considered in the same vein as sex. to each his own.
- i don't try as hard at stuff they expect me to as i should. i am a lazy ass, but i think they know. they nourished it a little.
- whatever questionable exploits my friends might have. well whatever, that's them. i wouldn't be around them if they didn't have reedeeming qualities. they can handle their shit.
whatever. they(the adults in my life, my parents, my family) should know that i'm a good kid. i retain the christian values i was raised in, even if i don't believe in them for the same reasons. i can judge for myself. i'm responsible for myself. i'm cool. i know my limits. i know what's safe for me. i have my own values and i'm good, okay ma? i'm good. i keep it in check, maybe even more so than the average person my age.
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