Todays the day we'll fade away
School was ok. Nothing really exciting. Corey dropped his pizza on me at lunch but it didn't do anything. I walked with Lindsey to her last class then after school Kyle and Tyler and all them were making fun of me and she came and was like yeah hes really mean to me too. Haha I'm not meean to anybody especially not her. Trust me. Tyler calls it my Brad Pitt mode. Haha whatever. After school I had to take them home and Run to go get my mom at Belk because her car wouldn't start. I had to go to the RAC also to try and get a job. After that I left my mom at Blockbuster and Joe picked her up because I had to go to my bass lesson. It was good. My mom paid to get my tank filled. Its been a long time since I've been able to fill it. Haha I'm so fuckin' broke man. So I get home at like a qurter after 5. I haven't really done anything since then. Talked to Alyssa fo a while about shit. Talked to Lindsey for a few minutes. Selpt for a while because I'm tired as hell. So now I'm gunna be up all fuckin' night. Damnit. I better have a good weekend. I wish I had a girlfriend man. Life would be somuch better.
Cause I can’t seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I’m sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me