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kristen (020589) wrote,
@ 2003-11-21 22:32:00
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    Current mood:thoughtful

    tons of fresh, new lyrics for your reading pleasure.
    New lyrics to make your heart ponder; I <3 them a lot. Read.


    Once upon a year gone by
    She saw herself give in
    Every time she closed her eyes
    She saw what could have been
    Well nothing hurts and nothing bleeds
    When covers tucked in tight
    Funny when the bottom drops
    How she forgets to fight... to fight

    And it's one more day in paradise
    One more day in paradise

    As darkness quickly steals the light
    That shined within her eyes
    She slowly swallows all her fear
    And soothes her mind with lies
    Well all she wants and all she needs
    Are reasons to survive
    A day in which the sun will take
    Her artificial light... her light

    And it's one more day in paradise
    One more day in paradise
    It's one more day in paradise
    One last chance to feel alright... alright

    Don't pretend to hold it in just let it out
    Don't pretend to hold it in just push it out
    Don't you try to hold it in just let it out and
    Don't you try to hold it in you hold it in

    Once upon a year gone by
    She saw herself give in
    Every time she closed her eyes
    She saw what could have been

    If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand.
    I hope you find out what you want.
    I already know what I am.
    And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again.
    And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am.
    I'll grow old and start acting my age.
    I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.
    A crown of gold.
    A heart that's harder than stone.
    And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone.
    Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
    I'm glad that you can forgive.
    I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
    If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state.
    You can keep to yourself.
    I'll keep out of your way.
    And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down.
    Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out.
    It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds.
    So call it quits or get a grip.
    Say you wanted a solution.
    You just wanted to be missed.
    Call me a safe bet.
    I'm betting I'm not.
    I'm glad that you can forgive.
    I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget...
    You are calm and reposed.
    Let your beauty unfold.
    Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones.
    Spring keeps you ever close.
    You are second hand smoke.
    You are so fragile and thin.
    Standing trial for your sins.
    Holding onto yourself the best you can.
    You are the smell before rain.
    You are the blood in my veins.
    Call me a safe bet.
    I'm betting I'm not.
    I'm glad that you can forgive.
    I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.

    So i'm waiting for this test to end
    So these lighter days can soon begin
    I'll be alone by maybe more carefree
    Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
    I was afraid to be alone
    Now im scared thats how id like to be
    All the faces none the same
    How can there be so many personalities
    So many lifeless empty hands
    So many hearts in great demand
    And now my sorrow seems to far away
    Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain
    But i turn them off and tuck them away till these rainy days that make them stay
    And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
    And the words still ring, once here now gone
    And they echo through my head everyday
    And i dont think they'll ever go away
    Just like tihnking of your childhood home
    But we cant go back were on our own
    Oh,
    But i'm about to give this one more shot
    And find it in myself
    Ill find it in myself
    So were speeding towards that time of year
    To the day that marks your not here
    And i think i'll want to be alone
    So please understand that i dont answer the phone
    I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
    Untill i can see nothing at all
    Only particles some fast some slow
    All i can see is all i know
    Ohh..
    But i'm about to give this one more shot
    And find it in myself
    I'll find it in myself

    Here's a thought, if you're willing to listen
    I only tell the truth of the feelings I'm given
    Can you hear me now?
    Listen
    Whispers in the rain
    Listen
    Don't push love away, you know you do
    It's all we have
    It's a chore holding onto a vision
    Don't leave her high and dry
    She's the one you'll be missing
    Can you hear me now?
    Listen
    Whispers in the rain, while you're awake
    Don't push love away, you know you do
    It's all we have
    I hate to think hesitation is a burden
    A bittersweet design for a lesson you're learning
    She's crying
    Can you feel me now this time?
    Whispers in the rain, lying awake
    Don't push love away, you know you do
    It's all we have
    Here's a thought, if you're willing to listen.


    I dreamt of a fever,
    one that would cure me of this cold, winter-set heart
    With heat to melt these frozen tears burned with reasons as to carry on

    Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow
    But I swear that I would follow anything
    just get me out of here

    But you get six months to adapt
    and you get two more to leave town
    And in the event that you do adapt
    we still might not want you around

    But I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
    but I know that that's impossible now
    And so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories
    cause I just can't think anymore about that
    or about her [him] tonight

    And I give myself three days to feel better or else I
    swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff
    because if I can't learn to make myself feel better
    how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?

    and I scream for the sunlight
    or a car to take me anywhere.
    just get me passed this dead and eternal snow

    cause I swear that I'm dying
    Slowly, but it's happening
    and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere
    just take me there
    just take me there
    just take me there
    and say and lie to me and say and lie to me and say
    it's gonna be alright
    it's gonna be alright
    it's gonna be alright
    it's gonna be alright
    it's gonna be alright
    it's gonna be alright
    it's gonna be alright
    it's gonna be alright
    it's gonna be alright..

    Oh why cant I be what you need
    a new improved version of me
    but i'm nothing so good
    no i'm nothing
    just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
    of violence of love and of sorrow
    i beg for just one more tomorrow
    where you hold me down fold me in
    deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

    I break in two over you
    I break in two
    And each piece of me dies
    And only you can give the breath of life
    But you dont see me, you dont...

    here i'm in between darkness and light
    bleached and blinded by these nights
    where im tossing and tortured til dawn
    by you, visions of you then youre gone
    the shock lifts the red from my face
    when i hear someone's taking my place
    how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
    when all, all that i did was for you

    i break in two over you
    i break in two
    and each piece of me dies
    and only you can give the breath of life
    but you dont see me you dont..

    i break in two over you
    i break in two
    and each piece of me dies
    and only you can give the breath of life
    but you dont see me you don't...

    i break in two over you
    i break in two over you, over you
    i break in two
    i would break in two for you
    now you see me
    now you don't
    now you need me
    now you don't


    Come notice me
    And take my hand
    So why are we
    Strangers when
    Our love is strong
    Why carry on without me?

    And everytime I try to fly
    I fall without my wings
    I feel so small
    I guess I need you baby
    And everytime I see you in my dreams
    I see your face, it's haunting me
    I guess I need you baby

    (sigh)

    I make believe
    That you are here
    It's the only way
    I see clear
    What have I done
    You seem to move on easy

    And everytime I try to fly
    I fall without my wings
    I feel so small
    I guess I need you baby
    And everytime I see you in my dreams
    I see your face, it's haunting me
    I guess I need you baby

    I may have made it rain
    Please forgive me
    My weakness caused you pain
    And this song is my sorry

    (sigh)

    Ohhhh

    At night I pray
    That soon your face
    Will fade away

    And everytime I try to fly
    I fall without my wings
    I feel so small
    I guess I need you baby
    And everytime I see you in my dreams
    I see your face, it's haunting me
    I guess I need you baby

    After all...
    After all...



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