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Saturday, February 21st, 2004
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12:19a - Anything Better
Inside I feel my heart breaking
Deep within, I feel my soul shattering
I felt the shards cut through my body
The pain shot through my veins
As I cut along the lines
Tearful words emerged
All which I knew were true
I fell for you
Like I always do
I’m powerless against you
Can’t you see I hate this?
I hate the way I love you
How I trust you even though I shouldn’t
How I turned my back on the ones that care for me
Just to be with you
Just to touch you
Just to love you.
I hate the way I need you
The way I can’t breathe without you
The way I cry when you don’t call
When I’m alone
Like I always am
Like I always will be
I hate the way you lie to me
You take advantage of my feelings for you
All I do is watch silently and cry
I cry for all the times I’ve needed you
I cry for all the lies you’ve told
I cry for all the hurt you made me feel
I cry for all the nights I couldn’t sleep
I cry for all the disappointment I’ve caused you
I cry for all the cuts I made
They bleed as I stare
I can feel it
I can feel the darkness
I can feel it claming me
Taking me away
I won’t fight
Just give in
Anything is better than this
current mood:  depressed
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