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Hello :) Im Megan who was once BluEyedFreak. back again :)
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[11 Oct 2003|08:33pm] |
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today i am frustrated. step on me baby, your so much wiser, so much stronger, so much better. build your heirarchal world& forget about me. when i'm forgotten i promise you will watch it burn. when i am forgotten i will show you how much better you really are.
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[11 Oct 2003|03:24pm] |
today i feel great.
dunno why but i do. great, like happy, more productive and ready to do anything... hmm... must find source of this cause.
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[08 Oct 2003|06:40pm] |
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Me and my family is moving to Waco. We're loosing our house and one car. Everything is going to hell. man, this sucks.
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[01 Oct 2003|08:09pm] |
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I found out today that a friend if mine's mother had a heartattack lastnight. She's STILL in the emergency room because they dont have an open room for her to stay in. I hope she's okay. I know it's going to tear him in two if something bad happens to his mother...again...
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[29 Sep 2003|03:23pm] |
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a new member. um yeah.. i'm jaime, i'm twelve, and i'm from connecticut. and i can't think of anything else to say..
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[27 Sep 2003|09:31pm] |
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today i customized a lot of my friends blurtys. I`m kinda new here at this community, and i hope to stay ;\ I`m quite frustrated right now because i just made a community and i jsut cant figure out what to do. I want to do the layout but i dont know where to go, and i want to write rules and stuff in the info but yet i still dont know where to go and what to do. Like..i made the community on a username which is a maintainer name? 'xsiilyxstriingx' and like, i tried to go to modify and it makes it to modify the journal..i am so confused ;[
If anyone wants to help and can, please comment ;\
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[27 Sep 2003|02:57pm] |
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im trying to think of a new layout for this community but nothing is coming to mind. if anyone has any ideas let me know.
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[10 Sep 2003|04:11pm] |
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Today is my little brother's 16th birthday. Wow, that makes me feel old. I'm a year and 4 months older than him so I guess I'm not really old. I talked to my boyfriend lastnight on the phone. I felt so bad because he was sick and I couldn't be there for him. I wrote him a letter (4 whole pages) and he got it yesterday. That's the first time that I've wrote him a letter through mail. I'll send him a letter again, with pictures and all that good stuff. He'll like it i'm sure. My cheerios are soggy now :( My mom, little brother and I stayed up all night lastnight and didn't go to sleep until 5:30 or so. My mom waked up at 11 and trys to wake me and my brother up but that was impossible. I finally got up at 2 or so and my little brother just got up because some of his friends came over. I think they're all still in the kitchen eating cake and ice cream, i'm not sure. As you can probably tell, I'm homeschooled, as well as my brother, so we don't really have to wake up early :) thats one of the ony good things about it. Anyways, this is getting to be a long entry so I'll have to go with this note: I think I'm allergic to Asprin.
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[31 Aug 2003|05:24pm] |
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today.. im kinda sad. dont really know why. cant really explain it. i guess its just that feeling were thers so muc hi want to do but cant, and know i will never achieve. maybe its cause my life has drastically changed this past year or so. but for some reason.. today, im not ok. im just depressed. has nothing to do with me and my bi-polar depression. im just depressed and thats all there is to it.
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[29 Aug 2003|11:13am] |
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Extremely tired. upset, I missed one of my favorite bands concert the oter day, sheerly for the fact I FORGOT the date. My brain seems to have up and walked away from me. I'm very busy today too, trying to get my house in order for the time I go in for surgery. Ancy- I can't seem to sit still and going nuts posting because I just downloaded the new blruty semagic prog and I'm a geek like that. First post, hello everyone :)
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[27 Aug 2003|03:24pm] |
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today i feel like crap. Really isn't something new but today i feel insegnificant and used. Ambivalence is nothing i'm not used to but from him it kills me.
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[26 Aug 2003|12:58am] |
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Today I am...im not sure really..
I have 4 stitches in my pinkie on my right hand :( I slipped on the bottom steps and hit the table and broke the vase that split open my finger. Crazy day. The people in the emergency room were rude. I was sitting there bleeding from my finger for maybe 5 minutes and this little girl who looked awefully sick had been sitting there 45 minutes before I arrived. They took me in first. How messed up is that? That little girl needed to be help. I just needed a few stitches, she could have something serious. Her and her parents were still sitting there when I left. That is SO sad. I can't believe the nurse's would make her sit there.
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[25 Aug 2003|12:59am] |
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the greatest view ~SilverChair~ |
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I am kind of new... I have been busy to write in the communities...so yeah I just wanted to say hi to everyone.. I am actually happy today.. I got to hang out with one of my good friends, Sarah last night. She is like my sister which is pretty cool. She took me out to a hardcore/emo show last night.. so that made m happy. So yeah I guess I am in a happy mood... lol.. well i guess I will talk later buh bye!
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[24 Aug 2003|10:02am] |
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today im sore from surfing yesterday. im excited though becuase hell yeah i went surfing yesterday.
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[22 Aug 2003|09:44am] |
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from sleeping on the futon while my boyfriend get our bed. From listening to the thunder roll over Lake Ontario all night. And from the cat who was determined to get into the allergy-free room.
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[21 Aug 2003|05:28pm] |
today i am a new member, i am also quite tired as well as stressed because there are only 5 days left of summer and i have way to much homework still to do. i just joined this comm for the hell of it, and you cant tell from this entry but i am obsessed with dotdotdots... (see)
anywho, have a nice day all.
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| Today I am a new member |
[19 Aug 2003|12:59pm] |
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And blue. Blue jeans, blue eyes, blue shirt I bought at wal-mart for 2 dollars. I am not sad blue, merely colour blue. I wish my hair was blue too, but I work around old people.
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| ..lonley and out of place... |
[18 Aug 2003|08:12pm] |
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my mom goes into the hospital tomorrow for her surgery. I told her that I couldn't be there, I couldnt sit in the waiting room for 3 hours worrying whether or not my mother is still alive. I did tell her, however, that I would be there after I cleaned the house and picked up Daytona (my little girl). She better be okay, I don't know what I'd do without her. We have our good times and our bad, just like every other relationship. You've got to go through the sour to enjot the sweet.
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[14 Aug 2003|01:15pm] |
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happy... i woke up this morning and im at peace wtih myself. lastly ive been really mean and rude to the people that mean the most to me, but today... today im hapy and i can live with that, and i can treat people how they deserve to be treated.
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